Sunday, 4 May 2008

RESET

yup, just reseted my life....
here we go again... on a nu adventure wit me, hahaha
ma journey just never ends, ayte?
i dunno what to do with ma life any more...
m just a stupid, disgusting, freak.... ma idols are VILLE VALO and JONNY DEPP, and i tend 2 be like them... im allso influenced by people like michel jackson, tim burton, dani(cradle of filth), serj tankian, and tom morello, marilyn manson, jared leto and brandon boyd... just to name a few, well, u can see that im just a 'rojak' of these people... these dark, kinda freaks, influencing people, but the problem is these people are all successful in their life, either in music or Hollywood... some of them are well known activist.... an me? well let just say im on a sacred, divine(i prefer "heretic"), journey (again).... and hope this new path will lead me to a successful future....
i never wanted to be an accountant on the first place, but future/prospect wise, its the best that i can do... wanna be a singer/songwriter/actor/activist like my idols? hell no!!!
no one will accept their dark influence in malaysia, im not like the perfect future "son-in-law" mawi.... m a bastard.... everyone knows that..... so i need to be successful... how? get big paycheck... then be an entrepreneur.... dats how im gonna make it... at least dats how i planned it....
So...
how you rate/define success? izzit when someone sleep on a bed made from money? or a mansion bigger than a zoo, with dozens fountains made from gold? is that how you rate success? i have to become Donald trump's apprentice then... haha



Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow
I know I'm just dirt

Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow
I know I'm just dirt

We are the nobodies
wannabe somebodies
when we're dead
they'll know just who we are

We are the nobodies
wannabe somebodies
when we're dead
they'll know just who we are

Yesterday
I was dirty
wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt

Yesterday
I was dirty
wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt

We are the nobodies
wannabe somebodies
when we're dead
they'll know just who we are

We are the nobodies
wannabe somebodies
when we're dead
they'll know just who we are

Some children died the other day
we fed machines and then we prayed
puked up and down in morbid faith
you should have seen the ratings that day


just want 2 express my feelings... its normal for a human right?