Saturday, 22 November 2008

Al- Fatihah

my condolence to abe... who lost his uncle yesterday....


footnote : abe ketua chef umah aku... so since abe balik kg...
aku la jadi ketua chef...


menu :

nasi putih
sambal ikan bilis
telur goreng masak pedas
sardin special

emm, yummy!!!

biasala. ..nasi orang bujang....
anda mahu?

*update*

desert:

mini poppers chocolate
marlboro intense 14

nah!!! LOVE BIRDS.... owh, LOVE HURTS... yeah.. i know..

lately, a lot my friends, em, lets just say their love story had not ended happily ever after...

a would like write an entry actually, but i think this song is more affective...

so... enjoy...

Bintang Batu - Sloka Blalang

bila hati terasa sunyi
berdendanglah hiburkan hati
usah dikenangkan yang telah terjadi
jika dikenang buat sakit hati

mungkin masa ubat segala
kepedihan luka sengsara
berdendanglah dengan lagu ini
biar semua suka hati

dan bila kita lalui
saat-saat begini
tabahkan hati

bukan senang nak senang kata orang-orang tua
nak susah, senang!

mungkin masa ubat segala
kepedihan luka sengsara
berdendanglah dengan lagu ini
biar semua suka hati

dan bila kita lalui
saat-saat begini
tabahkan hati

bukan senang nak senang kata orang-orang tua
nak susah, senang!

dan bila kita lalui
saat-saat begini
tabahkan hati

bukan senang nak senang kata orang-orang tua
nak susah, senang!

dan bila kita lalui
saat-saat begini
tabahkan hati

bukan senang nak senang kata orang-orang tua
nak susah, senang!

tiada guna memendam rasa
kelak nanti pasti binasa
tanyalah pada diri sendiri

hey!
budak bertuah apa nak jadi

tanyalah pada diri sendiri

hey!
budak bertuah apa nak jadi

hey!
budak bertuah apa nak jadi

hey!
budak bertuah apa nak jadi

download - http://www.emp3-download.net/search/label/Bintang%20Batu

btw, EP dorg 5 hengget je...

http://www.myspace.com/bintangbatu

Friday, 21 November 2008

ADDICTED

the virtual world is like weed, no!!!

its stronger than weed...

its like.... cocaine..

connecting to it is equal to snorting cocaine...

and every second I'm in this virtual world...

its like I was put under a spell, hypnotized, mesmerized....

ADDICTED....

Thursday, 20 November 2008

Tuesday, 18 November 2008

Mission : Confession

Selamat Malam dunia.... Anak Burung Hantu baru sedar dari lena... dan akan terus berjaga sehingga matahari terbit... from dusk till dawn kata mereka... tak normal kata aku.... haha~.. ha.

agak kekok sebenarnya utk menulis entri dalam bahasa melayu, kerana aku sudah terbiasa dengan bahasa pasar dan rojak... pengakuan dari anak melayu kelantan yg dibesarkan di kampung...

yup, aku lagi senang berbicara dalam English aku rasa, bukan aku rasa lagi... da memang terbukti pon!! result UPSR, PMR, dan SPM semuanya English lagi bagus dari bahasa ibunda... kenapa? seorang anak kelantan yang dibesarkan di kampung boley berbicara bahasa asing lebih dari mother tongue beliau sendiri? bukan, bahasa melayu masih lagi bahasa yang aku boleh bercakap dengan fluently. English aku tidaklah sebagus yang disangka oleh semua orang... Aku pernah berborak dengan seorang mamat Australia dan err, erm, whats that word?, what did you call that?, keluar dari mulut 'budu' nieh. lalala~

izinkan aku...

there is something I’ve never told anyone, yet, my first formal education is in English during my kindergarten days, I learned to read in English first, then, I learned to read in Malay informally, developing and polishing my reading skills by reading newspapers every day, oh, I’m such a genius back then!

growing up older, I was always first in my class when it came to English, maybe because I have been exposed to it earlier than other kids, I guess...

yet, i still don't thing that my English is good enough, especially when I'm comparing myself with my friends, those fluent English users, due to jealousy, I was always looking for ways to improve English... and, I've made a habit of using thesaurus, LOL...

English is more important than Malay, for me at least, maybe that is why I prefer to use *'manglish' in my blog...

I've been asking though, why in the bloody hell, did i don't improve my English?
I'm still in the level I was 5 years ago.... *blur*

hint : Malay is still my main language, I use it 24/7

yup!!! to master a language, you have to communicate in it frequently. <--- language 101

I don’t come from a family who uses English in our daily communication, even though abah used to teach English... except for my sis-in-law, kay...
daily conversation with friends? nope!!! most of my friends prefers Malay... I

’m not the kind who said ' I sound silly when I speak in Malay'... bunguknye diorg kn? I don't blame others though, i blame myself, for not trying hard enough, never blame others for your own weakness ok???

hurm...

I envy kids nowadays, they learned science and mathematics in English, from a young age... me? i have to wait till university to enjoy the privilege.... why didn't the government doesn't thought of the policy earlier??? DAMN IT!!!

a lot of parents opposed the idea, few supported it... why??? can't they see the idea??? are they all too blind to see it??? typical Malaysian... LOL

Universities all over the country are using English as their main language, even in UiTM, so why can't we use it in schools??? so that their children will understand easily what is written in their IMPORTED physics, chemistry, biology, algebra, modern mathematics, statistics, BOOKS??? even accounts books are imported...

yes, IMPORTED!!! as we all know, Malaysians, especially Malay, are among the worst when it comes to reading, bace blog rajin plak korang kan??

nk academicians kita translate buku ke bahasa melayu??? ada... but only a few did this... its not enough, most of them still relies on foreign book, without making an effort to translate those text to bahasa melayu... nk maju? nk dapat top 100 university in the world???

they are daydreaming ly lads, so are you.....

books
will make Malaysian dozy...
its a fact, or in better words, its a character evidence!!!

some people argued, using Japan as an example, Japan have became one of the world's major industrialized nation with minimal English usage...

well, they succeed because of their diverse leaning culture, their academicians translated books from all fields... and Japanese are known for their discipline and dedication.

bangsa kita? jauh ke belakang... it might us forever to reach their standards...

kalau anak kita kena lempang sebab tak buat homework pon nak kecoh2, masuk paper, tv3, repot polis.... no komen la... zaman aku dlu abah siap suruh lagi cikgu tu rotan kalau anak2 dia malas...

we still can change the status quo, together we can...

wow... I’ve drifted to far i guess....

so, that’s it... my confession, i prefers English than Malay in certain things, tapi bahasa ibunda masih dihati, aku masih mengagumi bahasa melayu(bukan bahasa malaysia), aku masih anak melayu, hidup mati aku untuk agama, bangsa dan negara....

aku hormati bloggers mcm kak fynn... mendaulatkan bahasa melayu di alam virtual ini...



*manglish = Bahasa Melayu +English

ah... the sun had risen...

good night everybody...

2.17 - 6.36 AM

P/S : kepada yg tertanya kenapa blog aku tiada visitor, jawapnya aku menulis untuk diri sendiri, bukan untuk orang lain... heheh
*lying*

Thursday, 13 November 2008

Embrace Your Life As A Student

Exam is around the corner, and still, im not prepared for it.... 58 chapter in just under 20 days? its just nonsence...

just looking at my books makes me dozy.... how can i cope with this? darn it!!!! how can someone who has lack motivation like me succeed in my life? i'm a type of person who will get bored easily...

damn...

i dont know what is bugging me for all this while, but i find it hard to find the motivation to open my text books, and it is even harder for me to concentrate.... after an hour or so, i'll start to feel dozy as if i've just took a bottle of sleeping pills...

fuck it...

i used to wish that i'll take a course that don't have assessment... god fulfilled my wish and gave me the chance for me to prove myself. yet, my lack of motivation since 2 months ago had been a drawback for me from achieving my goals...

i need a light... i need a guidance.... i need a motivation...

what else do i need? i don't know, all i've been through a really fuck up period this 2 months...

and i don't think the status quo won't change any time soon,

not even a female on my bed will change it... <--- xrelevan langsung